When you find that person you love, whether a friend or a lover, hold 'em tight. You'll know who that person is when you are having the worse day ever and it just seems to be going down hill and they come. When they come over to see you, a little smile or just to hear them laugh makes everything seem better. I know that feeling more than anyone else. I've had bad days that just seem like nothing can make it better, but just one simple smile by that person you love makes it all so much better. I know who it is for me; I have more than just one though. For what I can say right now and be certain, their is Alain and Myriam. Those two just seeing them smile, I know everything will be okay.

Myriam, I know that just hearing her going off on a sugar trip will make me forget everything. She might screw me over, but I'll never keep a grudge. I could never hate her even if she really messes up. Hell, to me, she can do no more fault than me. I might look pissed off, but I could never be mad at her for more than two minutes. With the number of times that she made me laugh and think, she'll always be a friend, a part of myself (I know that sounds corny, but it's true). When we're together, I can never be sad or mad, I can only be laughing so hard my sides hurt.

Alain, well, him, all I need is a smile. Just a smile and I know that I really do love him. Just talking to him, I feel always so much better. He manages to make me laugh even though it seems hard. Just being with him makes me feel safe, that sounds way too lovey dovey for me, but it's true. As long as I'm with him I know that I'll be safe just 'cause he's the only person who could go running in front of a car and not get run over. The only person who will play with wax from a burning candle and it'll never hurt him or fall from a Rola Bola that is stacked with... I think nine or ten on to cement with a little blue mattress and not break anything (not hurt himself either). He is the only person with whom I can watch stars or just be in complete silence and relax.

So, when you find that person that when you're feeling like shit and they manage to make you forget everything. You have to keep a hold of them. When you find that person with whom you can be yourself and just laugh, never lose contact with them. I figured that out, I can never leave those two. Through good and bad, I know they'll always have my back, no matter how badly I mess up. I know that Myriam will be by my side in the same mess 'cause she surely helped me. I know that Alain will be there later laughing about it. If ever something bad happens, they'll both be there for me. The same goes for me. I'll always be there for them making them forget or just laughing.


Myriam, don't forget, I'm the best ninja ever!